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The heat of the moment makes us blind
As a kid I always felt frustrated when my favorite football team didn’t win the Champions League, or when my favorite cyclist didn’t win the Tour de France, or when my favorite NBA team didn’t win the Finals. In retrospective I appreciate the battle each opponent of them brought to the table. Losing is part […]
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Overthinking sucks
Since my last post in March I started to upload videos on my YouTube channel again. I haven’t deleted anything yet and the videos I am doing now are way different from what I used to do. From sitting in front of my computer talking about video games, I am now walking or sitting outside […]
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A Question of Time
Many of you know that I spent over 100,000 hours in video games. As many victories I celebrated ingame, as many sacrifices I had to make in real life. I failed my study twice and couldn’t hold a job. When I started to turn my life around in 2022, my hunger not only for healthy […]
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My Gaming PC
As someone who enjoys playing video games, from time to time I am confronted with a sad reality: the gaming industry eventually outruns the capabilities of my computer. Every now and then a new machine either has to be bought or built. My parents bought their first PC in 1997 or 1998 I believe. They […]
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Happy 40th Birthday
Yesterday, and still today in some countries was/is my 40th birthday. Instead of celebrating too much, I want to use the time to reflect on a few things. I remember a time, before the public got access to the internet, a time without video games, a time especially without social media. I can’t stop the […]
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Pressing the Reset Button
It has been a couple of months since I posted something on this website. It has also been a couple of months since I released my last video on YouTube. Something bothered me for a while now: The fact that my content is straight garbage from my point of view. It wasn’t always like this, […]
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Struggling with obesity as a hardcore gamer
Introduction A lot of friends and acquaintances contacted me over the last few months to ask me the same question: “How did you do it?”. They want to know how I transformed from 140 kg and totally untrained to 80 kg with a decent physique. I could say it wasn’t easy, but the truth is […]
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A 24 hours League of Legends Stream with the age of 39
Introduction When it comes to life you have to train yourself and do the uncomfortable regulary. This prepares you well for situations you aren’t prepared for usually. Be it through workout to strengthen your physique or through learning to strengthen your mind, both exercises make certain situations easier. For example, if there is a fire […]
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